For you Baby. Happy Birthday!

Muhd Kenneth Tan b. Muhd Kamal Tan

He's the guy I'm attatched to right now. The first time I saw this guy when we were in our primary school , I definately hated this guy. We both like mocking each other. Calling each other names. Funny if you were to be there and witnessed.

Me and Kenneth was into athletics when we were young. Pretty active I would say. In the year of 2004, we were chosen to represent the school at district level. At that time, I was single and just broke up. "Things" happen at the district level. He was jealous and that I never knew of. There was also an incident whereby I slapped him. Haha! *Im sorry*

In the middle year of 2004, Him who is a classmate of my sister had a crush on me! Haha! I do not know how far truth it is. As days goes by, my sister had always tease him and me but I still couldn't understand. Sumwhere in July the school did a "Canteen Day" and that afternoon he finnally texted me and it was kinda funny lah "sudi tak ko couple ngn aku?" it sounds something like that. Haha! I know. and we dated since then. ;)

Throughout the years, we've been through alot and I really mean ALOT! We did alot of things aswell. Like Jogging, shopping, watching movies, sleepover, early birds at school, DVDs marathon, lunches, birthdays, pressies alot to be mentioned here. I am blessed to have you Muhd Kenneth!

Nobody is perfect and so are we. We had few break-ups due to misscomunication and misunderstanding. We took it as a process of learning. We learn that every body makes mistakes and im learning to accept. In the year of 2007 when he had to take his SPM, I left him for a simple reason of another "college guy". I felt so embarrased and angry of myself to the extend I couldn't face him ever again.

I tried to reunite with him closer to the end of the year, and he said "there is no way Im able to see myself with you again" At that point of time, I was crushed myself to the drain. Cried whole everynight and couldn't even go out. Life without him was merely sucks! My life was totally gone at that time. With care and help of some people, I manage to go on with life.

To make sure that I've got over him, I hooked up with another bowler, Khairul Naim and I heard that he moved on with another girl. But my relationship with Naem ended due to some reason. Karma I would say. At that time, all I can think of was what I did to Kenneth happens to me that day.

I don't know why, but I've had some family problems, bowling, studies were failing.. I was lost. He's the only person I could talk to. Then raya came, and my family knew I was in a good term with Kenneth and asked where he was and all. He came later for raya, and since that night we sms non-stop. We shared stories, and we actually can talk and talk and talk untill we go to bed.

We went out as a friend to Alamanda and watched movie, HSM3. Had our dinner at Kenny Rogers. :) After that, we were closer I admit. I was shocked actually but at that time there was nothing I hope for. All I know that we're closer and we're bestfriends.

On the 14th of November, he decided to get back together. I didn't realize it's coming but it does. I asked him quite number of times, "Are you sure?" "You ok?" "Really?" He answered, "Yeah, I am. Let's start fresh." I was thankful and only god knows how I'm feeling at that point of time. I thank you for giving me this chance syg. I Love You.

Today, our relationship is almost 5 years old now and Im still hoping it'll not stop counting. and I feel Lucky is our song. :)

The lucky number 17! It's your birthday! This post is for you! :) Happy Birthday baby! May all your wish come true! :)