Never.

Ya allah! What a dream i had! Dang!

It makes me try harder to take good care of you. I know sometimes ppl say dreams is just a sleeping game, but then again, ppl says dreams may come true.. sheeshh!

I dreamt about you syg.. Yes you.. haihz.. I was having class.. I received a txt from your phone. It was from your mum.. * i noe, bt yeah your mum..* saying something like you met an accident at your campus, and didn't make it on your way to the hosp..Due to your historic past and what happen to your head or something.. geez.. I woke up an actually cried.. but I don't want to let you noe this morning.. I just don't want to ruin the day..

But syg, I couldn't imagine one day I woke up and knowing all these.. I just can't imagine.. tonight I have you in my arms, and the next morning I couldn't even talk to you or even have a good morning wish..I cannot accept that fact.. Even when we broke up, I can't stand and bear all the pain.. even if it was my fault I know..I've realise that I shouldn't take things for granted..

"Baby, I was blessed when I knew it was only just a dream.. I thank god! and I don't want any of these to happen..I pray to god to keep you safe and healthy wherever you go.. When Amirah went and serve her deeds, I think you know how I felt losing a friend. What more if I loose you? I can't bear that.. Now, all I know I'll cherished every moment and try my very best not to do yknow the small2 arguments.. but syg, plz let me know if ever you do something let me know.. I tak suke if I get to know from other ppl... Coz in the end I'll still get to know.. syg, I love you!"